last fri nite, iwent out w/ my 2 frds for dinner, to celebrate 1 of my frds birthday...
i sms her that we muz enjoyed ourselves tat nite, it has been sometime since we last met few mths ago
everything went well, till we back to my frd car, listening to the songs, looking outside and those words flashed back to my mind...
i cried...
tears juz rolling dwn my cheeks...
those words "i tried to luv her but it nt workable", till nw still on my mind.
simple words and changes everythings...and hurts more
i found myself so useless, too emtional and so fragile...
i juz cant help it my own feeling...
somehow it spolit the night but i hope that there wont be 2nd time...