Thanks, Jane and friends out there.
well i know that u hv been giving me hope and encouragement all along.
i appreaciate your kind thoughts.
however, i know myself very well and able to know where will i be in the near future, esp on the r/s itself.
ytday went to my company chalet n bbq gathering orgainised by my boss n colleagues.
in the morning, im still hesitated if im attending this outing.
in the end, i reached there in the afternoon.
feeling bored, i walked ard myself ard the chalet area.
at first i thot i saw him, but actually was his colleagues wearing the company attire.
im wondering will i spotted him ard his working area since he works as supervisor in a catering services at chalet, esp when it is busy on wkend.
i dont know shd i said im lucky that i d nt spotted him at all.
anyway, i oso dont wat im thinking abt.
i never been to his working place b4 when were togather, until we went separate ways, i hv been going where he works afew times...so funny...
this morn, hv a chat w/my frd over the phone.
we talked abt if still able to make friend after the breakup
both of us agreed that we cant be friends bcoz we feel that since we cant be couple, how are we going to face each other as a friend.
it's true, isn't it?
maybe for some people, they can
but definately not for me, maybe bcoz i cant forget the past...