juz finished my bath and eaten my dinner.
today supposed to meet my frd alone, in the end it turned out to be 5 ppl.
this morn, my frd's sis wanted to come along, to join us.
aft arrived at the mrt, my frd's bf "suddenly" turned up.
he said he "happened" to passby, but frm their expression, they hv actuali planned earlier.
juz tat they dont tell me directly.
i dont know but mayb they dont want me to get the "wrong idea".
i would rather they tell me the truth than putting an act infront of me.
aft afew hrs, my frd's sis husband turned up.
sound confused? juz think of 2 couples and 1 3rd party (the 3rd partyis me).
those know reali neo me well, i dont like to go out w/ couples or in odd no.
in the end i still went out w/ them, 5 of us.
in the 1st place, i thot my frd and i can hv a gd chat and enjoy ourselves as we hv fix the date earlier.
i hv been waiting for this wkend to enjoy and hv fun.
later then i realised that actually 4 of them hv their own activity.
it turn out that im a kind of "extra".
they dropped me off somewhere i would buy my dinner.
back home, i had dinner alone at home (my parents were nt in) and my mind kept thinking that 4 of them were enjoying themselves and im alone back at hm.
i feel myself abit "ke lian".
wat to do, im w/ nobody.
im still hesitating to accept the offer of goin to bangkok w/ them.
so wat if there are 2 couples and 2 guys and im the "only gal"
i reali dont like to face w/ couples.
i will feel miserable and sad.
anyway, today is an experience for me...
at least i get to know them better, laugh at their jokes...