i hv been receiving sms and calls frm my frds.
some console me
some give me some advices/suggestions
some asking me out
some explain to me
some apologise to me
i appreaciate their care and concern but i feel kinda bad... esp when a frd apologise to me.
my frd said never know that i will get hurt in doing this, hv neglect my feeling.
the purpose of updating blogs is to relieve and vent out my unhapiness, anger and thoughts
i never really go and pinpoint to any1 else... i dont meant it anything...
mayb my words r abit too strong or harsh but it is based on the true feelings on tat day itself.
hiding is too hard, wearing mask is so fake...
the best thing is to write down, to express the feelings.
maybe what hv written has offended certain ppl whom i never realise or hurt some1 whom i never know.
if so, i apologise to my frds who has mistaken my meaning.
actually i never go and think wat is the conseq when frds had misunderstanding me and the frdship juz end expectedly.
or shd i start to think it nw? if so wat is the purpose of the blogs?
mayb ppl will say in tat case, dont shown it on the website, then no1 will misunderstand u.
i d write diary the last time but i hv stopped almost 2yrs alrdy.
my frd tell me thatmy blogs always so -ve side, i agreed her saying.
but i cant write my blogs w/ +ve side or hapi tins when there isn't.
if i hv, i will write and share w/ every1.
if nt, i cant pretend and write those things which is nt.
tat's not me and no purpose of updating my current life.
ppl ask u how r u and find it hard to ans or u dont want to lie, juz simply say "read my blogs"