my frd's remark appearring on my mind.
"u spolit the mood", "dont pull a long face".... who would want tat???
i want to be hapi, enjoying myself but hw to, when there seem to hv no1 i can belong to, chat to....she doesnt understand hw i feel when im alone...
if not working on sat and has accompany or frd to be w/...of coz can be hapi...
i neo it sound like an excuse but more or less it is true...
eversince i started my 5 and half day new job, my wkend become shorter.
waking up early on sat to wrk is alrdy quite tiring plus attending some function where i feel lonely and weird, more tiring...
looking ard, it seem that every1 has their own partner or frd to accompany w/ and chat w/.
mayb i can join in their conversation but i hv no idea wat to add in...
they are attached and married and intend to get a flat but im still single, dont intend to buy flat. so there's nothing for me to talk abt w/ them...
im not blaming any1, juz tat i felt lonely and uneasy...
i know pblm lie on me, my personality, my attitude....