hv started wrking in the new co since last tues, 4 and a half day (including sat half day).
everythings r so diff frm my prev co; working process, concept, system, policy, regulations...
it is a 5 and half day wrk, still hv to wake up early to go to wrk on sat.
wat i hate is why cant access internet in the office? only 1 pc is allowed to surf net. what im surfing in the internet, every1 is able to view, there's no privacy at all. so i can only surf net at hm during wkend, so troublesome.
lucky can wear jeans and casual attire during fri and sat bcoz i luv wearing jeans. i dislike wearing formal attire to wrk.
i neo that i cant compare the benefits between old and new co as there are both diff.
think i need more time to adjust myself to settle down in this new co.
kinda hard to get used of the new working environment, as i hv get used of my prev job which is also my very 1st job for 3yrs and 4mths alrdy.
as for the new colleagues, i dont know how to join in their conversation or start a new topics w/ them.
i always silent during the lunch time, walk behind them alone, juz follow them whatever they go.
i dont know when able to click w/ them, join into group.
think what im scared is not the job issue but the colleagues relationship issue that im worry abt.
during my last day of wrk in the old co, i was busy going around, taking photo and chatted w/ my ex-colleagues.
until after working in the new co, i realise i miss my ex-colleagues alot. i missed them very much.
im so sentimental, emtional....i cried at hm last fri.
1 of my ex-colleagues called me, asked my current situation. she said she miss me when im not around anymore. we used to confide, complained and helped each other at wrk.
i cried over the phone.
i hv alot of gd frds and gd colleagues over there, im wondering can i find in this new co...