Sunday, October 30, 2005

R U HAPPIER NW ???

hv been wrking in this new company for 3wks alrdy...
wat can i say??? hmm...
im still learning, still coping, still struggling...althou i will make some mistakes in the work.
wrkload start to increase....
my honeymoon period (going off ard 5.30om sharp) has been over.
always happen aftn time not much tins to do unil im abt to go off, all the pending task start to retrieve.
wrking in a busy street w/ full of tasy foods, will make me grow fatter soon.
think i need to control myself not to eat too much or too many times unnecessary.
many ppl ask me hw is the new job, new envirnment compare to prev ones...
i dont know how to ans because everything is so different...
i will simply say "anytin i dont know, i will juz ask ard...."
the most diffcult qn is "R U HAPPIER NW?"
i dont hv any ans at all....
i dont even know am i hapi or juz a job tat keep me moving w/ life becoz i need $ to survive...
as for the r/s w/ new colleagues, i will open 1 eye, close 1 eye.
tin i used to bother or care abt, esp in colleagues r/s, i will juz close my eye and force on my wrk nw...
it is not tat i dont want to make the effort in buliding the r/s w/ them, it is too tiring and useless.
it seem that wat u do, effort will go to the drain....(maybe effort is not enough???)
anyway it is still earlier to say nw when i wrk less than 1mth only...
c hw it goes abt....