well, last thur nite went to hv dinner and ktv w/ my ex-colleagues, the sales team.
dont know why i hv this kind of feeling that "so close and yet like outsider".
let me explains: i worked w/ them for 3yrs plus under the same company.
after i hv left, im like an outsider when we met up for a gathering.
each time when i asked them how's life getin on, and the reply was simply "ok lor", "still the same".
maybe i think too much or too sensitive, maybe they cant leak out any info to me as im nw working as a compeitiors to them.
anyway, seeing them again after 1mth plus, the feeling is so strange and special.
althou i d nt manage to see all of them, some were onleave and some had something on, im glad to c them again.
i called up 1 of the sales managers and had a short chat w/ him, the feeling of keeping in touch can be so warmth even though the chat last only a few minutes.