i really hope i can just go oversea right now.
book ticket and hotel online, pack my luggage and straight go to airport immediately.
how i wish i can do that but i know this is impossible.
i always have such thoughts each time i feeling upset, disappointed.
being busy is a good solution but have to wait till tomorrow.
i used to feel that working is so tiring, always dont feel like working, drag myself to go to work everyday.but now not anymore, instead how i wish i can start working as soon as possible, busy working till 9pm every night. too tired to of anything and just go back to sleep and next working again.
my friends asking me to go movies with them today, dont stay up at home and wandering around, thinking all those unhappy things.
but my physical and emotional are too weak and tired to go anywhere, threrfore stay at home blogging.