my ex-colleague told me before: "BE YOURESLF".
such a simnple words and yet it is so hard to be.
sometime it really making oneslf hard to breathe.
it seem like there is no other way to do what i actually want it or to be what i always want to be.
since unable to change the environment or change people to suit oneslf, the only way is to change oneslf to suit other.
always being the "sandwiches" all the times at work.
i dont like it.
at outside, i know who im am.
at work, i dont know who im am.