havent been blogging for more than 10days.
not im busy but just dont know how to start with, or which incident to start with.
all these incidents happened making me no confident in meeting people, lose faith or i should said disppointed in friends, etc.
i dont want to update too detailed for each incident as it is kinda long sensitive issue.
i very angry with a frd who because of $ issue, turn out to be a nasty person commenting all sort of things.
i lose faith in a frd whom i thought will hv a good starting with but turn out to be vanish in the air the next day.
i disppointed a colleague whom i will confide to sometime, sooner my other colleague will be aware too.
i lose confident in meeting people because of how i look with or without makeup, how i wear even though i feel comfortable, what or any branded bag im carrying, how classic and femaine to look with manicure and pedicure etc.