last nite was really a "shocking night" to me.
never will i expect that i will have such a "big reaction".
all along i know that being pretty is really benefit alot of things.
people are just realistic in real life.
just that i finally get to admit something when i saw something recently.
it just proof everything.
my feeling, my emotional, my mind is still not stable yet.
i will wear "mask" in front of people in order not to spolit the outings or embarrase anyone else.
if there is a next life, i MUST, i WANT to be pretty.