i really appreaciate my cousin who is like my elder sister, always there for me.
each time im feeling down, emotional or whatsoever, i will always sms her, or email her during office hrs.
i feel bad to disturb her, to confide to her everytime but i dont know who can i turn to and yet i didnt do much for her.
again, im down and emotional on work and personal issues for the past few weeks.
my mind is going to explode and my eye always start to be watery each time i cant get the things out of my mind and heart and soul.
im getting very sensitive and insecure around my surrounding.
i get panic easily, get stress easily, get suspect easily, quick temper easily...
i dont know why my mentally will become like that.
it seem like most of my close friends are so busy with their own personal things to do:busy with preparation with marriage, own house reno, own house and marriage at the same time, accounting career, who is now in oversea with her husband, full of activities on wkend, etc.
i have this guy frd who told me before that i can count on him anytime.
there are times when he is working on wkend and spend most of the times with her gf, how to approach him?
there are times when i want to sms or call them up but each time when i rem that they are currently busy with those things, how to confide to them?
hope those -ve feelings, those down period will go off asap...