i finally saw he and his gf photo at his friendster.
i told myself nt to go to his friendster again but i cant help it.
the moment i saw he and his gf togather, of coz my feeling hurt plus some complicated feeling inside which i could hardly describe.
dont understand y up to this stage, i still unable to accept the fact that he has a gf alrdy.
although my tears shed for him had dried nw, i can feel that my heart still bleeding.
in front of any1, im ok but deep inside my heart, i know myself well, im not.
i dont know am i wearing a mask in front of every1.
but what i know is that only work able to make me temporaily forget abt everytin.
maybe there's y, i hv been staying up late in the office till 8pm to 9pm eversince i came to know he is attached.