Sunday, May 08, 2005

luv is everything ???

me again....3rd time of the day....

juz wan to tell my frds:
thks for your care n concern
dun wori abt me, i won't do anything foolish.
i d think abt end my life early as it is too sufferring knowing that he has a gf alrdy and has been lying and hurting me all along
but i know myself too well, i dont hv the gut to die...
it need alot of courage to do that but being the only child, i hv to think abt my parents too
i hope i will be alrite as time passes....

i want to fall in love again but scare of getting hurt again...
i think this is what every1 will somehow go thru this stage and know the pain n fear in the r/s
b4 getting into the r/s, i oways thot that love is not everything.
after i went thru this failure n painful r/s, i found that i cant lived w/o it.
sound weird and stupid?
maybe so.....im juz a little gal w/ fragile and naive feeling...
i want to hv the feeling of being in loved again and 4ever...
this is what every gal wishing for, isn't it?