company is organising a chalet n bbq
most of the colleagues are going
some even bringing their family or partner along to join in the fun
before decide where to held the bbq and bk the chalet, east coast is the 1st place that is on the mind
however, after all the conclusion given by all staffs, it has been decided to held at dwntown east, pasir ris
at first, when i think abt east cost, im thinking "wah, so far frm my house, inconvenience and inaccessible for me"
but right nw aft cfm at pasir ris where it supposed to be quite near to my house, i began to think "oh no, pasir ris is where he wrk and live nearby."
ppl may think that "so wat? it doesnt matter."
but to me, i don't know y i scare of seeing him, esp when if w/ his gf togther.
how will i react? what will i do? or what shd i do?
i hv been considering whether i shd attend or nt
my supervisor advised me that no point of going if not enjoying oneslf.
i thot of attending but i worry of meeting him
the day has yet to come but i alrdy hv this feeling that i know i won't be enjoying myself.
most of the ppl are bringing their family and partner, but it seem like except me...alone...