recvd a call frm my parents tat my uncle (my cousin's dad) has passed away this morn.
i was shocked!!!! it 's really unbelievable.
it's too sudden.
he died of hear attack.
on mid of march this year, i thot of buying a "bao yu" to give my late uncle to show my appreciation for all these years.
in the end i met my friends instead, thot of giving to him some other days.
there's no some-other-days anymore.
nw i totally can understand what "regret" meant, how "regret" feel ......
i know that i will never hv the chance again to express my gratitude to him.
since i was young, he doted me, always giving me nice food to eat.
i still rememeber there's a incident when my family had no money to buy chinese new year clothes.
t4, he gave me $50 (at time time, $50 cost alot!) to buy a outfit for the coming chinese new year.
he's the one and only uncle that gave me money to buy things.
he always the 1st one who gave me the angpows imm once i reached his house every year of chinese new year.
even though my aunt has alrdy given me the anypows and he doesn't hv much income left bcoz he has retired, he still give me extra angpows w/o failed.
my aunty said that he dotes me the most bocoz among all the cousins, he only give me anypows.
my beloved cousin said that at the end of this year, the whole family will go to hongkong for holidays.
she asked mt to go along and i agreed.
but right now, the plan cancelled.
never will i hv the chance to go to hongkong w/ my cousin's whole family.
my cousin whom i always enjoy w/ , muz be hearbroken at this moment.
we chat everything, always confide each other.
she is juz like my elder sister, who always support me, give me advices and guidance.
she is very upset, making me in a very low mood too.
i could hardly imagine how is her status nw.
we even agreed take half day leave on fri to meet up for a chat, high tea, shopping etc
but right nw at this stage, who has the mood to go n relax...
one really need to cherish those who still alive.
dont wait till something happen and feel regret in the end, orelse everything will be too late.
once hv decided what to do, juz do it imm.
dont ever think 2nd thot bcoz tat 2nd thot may cause u to feel regret in the end
and this is what happened to me.