yesterday went to makeover photography session.
always thought that making some posh in front of the camera can be very easy.
not knowing in fact it was so hard!!!
felt kinda embarrassed in front of the photographer, need her to remind me again n again.
dont know why always feel so tense up when facing the camera, until the smile was fake and hard and no energy to smile anymore.
this photographer asked me a simple and yet complicated question:
"Do u smile often?"
it is a straight forward question, simple to understand but hard to answer
i find that i hv nt been smiling wholeheartedly for a long time
i hv forgotten when was last smile, my last laugh.
maybe all along i d smile, laugh but was it come true my heart or juz ... ...