i was surprise he called last nite when i was outside w/ friends.
i never expected to receive his call, since he has a gf.
he asked me how am I doing now and how is my works.
he sms me that he hopes he can still ask me out me when free and we r still friends.
he treat me as a friend but can i do the same thing?
to me, i found hard to accept because i dont to be just friends.
unable to be couple, hard to be friends too.
he can let go easily but i cant
he can pretend nothing happen but i cant
he told me the reasons of went wrong w/ our r/s.
after hearing out, it seem like its my fault again, unable to satify his needs and wants.
maybe i really need to "fan xin" myself abt my cons
i hv alot of qns to clarify but it seem like it's not important anymore.
the more i know, the more i hurt.
i would rather he dont call me, as it is not easy for me to recover well over the period.
now the wound is bleeding again after it slowly dried up abit after sometime
my friends knew there's something amiss abt me, esp aft recvd the call.
it is because my nose was red and the watery eyes.
i told myself not to cry but the more i talked to him, the more i cant control myself.
he thot that a word "sorry" would cover everything, but definately not at all.