Sunday, July 24, 2005

When is my turn???

my friend has been asking me to go taipei w/ her and his bf ard this nov, beside his bf will oso ask any of his frds to join in too....
i want to but duno since when i really dont like the feeling of going out w/ couple or w/ 3 people.
i hate to be the "3rd party" who watch couple friends "da qing ma jiao"
since last year till nw, i oso hv been dreaming to go to for a tour...
it has been my wish since i start working for 3 years
most of my frds went to tour w/ her bf which i really envy them....

eg,
SY has visited genting, bintan, japan, taipei w/ her bf every years
HJ and her bf hv been to hongkong and genting b4
IN and his bf went to KL last year and they are planning to go to taipei this nov..
RG and her gf have been to bintan b4 but at that time was on friends-stage only, after winning her gf's heart this year and they are still deciding to go to bangkok or not as a couple-stage nw

lastime he and i planned to go for cruise togather
but bcoz of the busy schedule he has, the plan was cancelled.

i hv this dream that it will be so wonderful and great to go for tour w/ your loved one...
even thou it may be the 1st time taking plane or go to a unfamiliar place, in the heart there's nothing to be afraid of...bcoz he is there.....isnt it?
it will be so sweet, so memorable, so enjoyable, so secure, so warmth...rite???