last evening, had a chit chat w/ 1 of my colleagues.
i complained to her abt my current feeling abt the wrk and outside world.
i oways thot that my 1st job wrking here is alrdy very stress and busy, think i maybe able to handle it when i go outside
but instead, im wrong.
my colleague told me that wrking here is the most relaxing job she has been wrking so far in her working years.
because, we are like the "postman", co-ordinators who will instruct others to do and complete the things.
in outside world, it would be extremely stress, she is wondering if i can take it or not if i go outside.
hearing this, of coz im wori and scare...but wat to do...i cant 4ever stay in this current job 4ever...
i wont learnt anytin, upgrade myself...and the most important things is want high pay...
for the past few days, i hv been very fedup w/ my current wrk and annoy w/ everytin.
my interest or motivation has been died long ago, my attitude toward wrk is getting bad to worse....im not like the old self anymore...