wow, it has been more than 2 wks d nt update my blogs.
my friends hv started asking y i d nt update recently, is it too busy to update?
for the past 2 wks was my "toughest" time of making up a decision.
seeing at the sbj header, every1 shd neo wat im saying.
think most of my friends alrdy awared of my situation.
i hv been offered a new job last mth and aft thinking during the wkend, i finally accept.
i recvd a lot of feedback frm friends, colleagues, cousin...
some told me to think twice since the pay and benefits are no as gd as the current co and somemore there are more workloads to do.
some told me to step out as this is my very 1st job. it is time for me to move on and see the outside world and not always struck inside the same co. beside, there are lot of things to learn which will benefits me, since i hv been doing the same things again and again for the past 3 years plus that i hv been sick of it.
changing job is my 1 of my big turning point in life. it really need alot of guts to step out and adjust the myself and get used of the new things. i hv been working here for so long, hv alrdy get used of this working habits. im a timid and blur person, lack of confidence, reali wori and scare the new environments, new colleagues, new boss n superv, more workload etc. i dont know whether am i able to make it thru these 3mths of probation but i will try my best.
i think alot, i sort out my thot. im still young (mid twenty) and single, im still able to afford time to look out for job, try new things and accept the knowledge. if i d nt step out at this time, i know myself very well that i will never able to step out anymore if i kp continue waiting for the opportunity. this is an opportunity which i dont want to hv regrets in life and i want to challenge myself see how far can i go. i want to see the outside world how does it look like and to be independent, it's time for me to grow up. i hv always been protected and taken care of my superv and colleagues. current co give me alot of hapi and sad memories. it is a place where i started and ended my romance. changed a new environment would help me to focus on other things, not to think back abt the past. i dont know my decision is correct or wrong and it is too late to say anything nw. everything has alrdy fixed and cfm. wat happen in the future is my responsible to hold because this is my decision at that time.