eversince i install messenger, each time i login msn, more or less i will look who appear online.
i will c if tis person appear online at this time. if nt, juz too bad, no chance to chat. if yes, will say hi even if appear "busy" or "be right back".
as time pass, i feel tired each time always im the 1st to say hi and yet either no respond or juz a few words reply "hi", "no lah", "ok la" and after tat, no news anymore. it end.
when i decide nt make the 1st move to say hi again even if the person appear online, i fail again.
i scold myself y im not tat determind enough, y im still so weak.
mayb i reali hv to give up. each time pin hope on it, each time fall badly.
i try to be friendly to catch up w/ a old frd but end up disappointed face and sad heart.