emtional
unstable
anytime, anywhere tears drop.
mind blank and yet full of question marks.
eyes are heavy in the morning
tired in the afternoon.
but good to sleep at night.
down the street,inside mrt train,having shower in the bathroom are those places where cry take places.
slient tear is the hardest.
cant "make noise", cant shout out loud.
cant look directly, cant cant se anything.
images are blur.
how long to recover?
beginning is always the hardest