its going to drive me crazy.
i really cant stand it!
i want to run away, i want to get out of it
how i wish i can just take my passport and $, go to airport, book air ticket and fly to whatever is avaliable.
i want to get out from singapore and never come back.
i feel so miserable which no one know.
i have been controlling my feeling and thoughts for the past 2 weeks.
i cant sleep well, mind keep wandering here and there.
i have been tolerating, forcing myself to concentrate to work, to read, to play but it can last for a short while only.
i feel like throwing my hp into pieces, spolit it so that i wont keep looking at it all the times.
i have not been feeling well since last sunday.
im wondered if im having running nose or caused by crying.
how i wish i can have my brain wash immediately and forget all those memories through my whole life.
im suffering and yet i cant shown it out.
how i wish someone can tell me that tomorrow is my last day in the world so that i wont have to suffer like hell, wearing mask everydays.