it seem that im struck in this shipping line forever.
i hv been working for almost 7years in this field.
im tired in this field and feel that im actually underpaid based on my current position.
if i want a much higher pay, i need to stick in this field forever.
if i want to do what i always want to do, i need to have my pay cut alot.
so confusing, hard to chose.
there's really no way i can have 2 things at the same time?
im really sick in this busy shipping life which dont allow me to have time for enterainment and free time.
reading at those requirements on those shiping position making me sick of it.
and yet i cant find those job avaliable that i like doing.
i become dont feel like working anymore.
i hate to start all over again.
i hate to continue working in my current working environment.
i just hate everything.