i seem to have lost my own self at work.
i used to help out my colleagues from my bottom of my heart.
i now help out my colleagues for the sake of my responsibilities.
it is totally different feeling now.
beside of that, my working speed is now getting slower and slower.
i used to finish up my work within 1 day or even earlier.
i now need more than 1 day or couple of days in order to finish up the work, dont know is it due to system change or my working attitude has changed or my passion has gone.
plus my execuitve has revealed me something that make me feel more "sianz", making me think twice if is it worth for me to stay up late for work, having more responsiblities than the "normal" staff and yet what i get in return is no diference than the "normal" staff.
really have no mood to carry on working.